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"Do I have 'reject' tattooed on my forehead? - Nick & His Mercedes" A few updates ago I said I had good news about my writing but I didn't want to say what it was until everything was confirmed. Today I discovered the good news turned into bad news. It was this news that gave me a glimmer of hope that 2009 wasn't all that bad. It was the one thing I reminded myself of constantly to cheer me up while I was feeling crappy. Earlier this month I received an e-mail telling me my short story "Every Friday Night" was accepted into the Best Women's Erotica 2010 anthology. This is a story I wrote in January 2009 and I haven't shared it with anyone but book editors. I thought it was such a great honor to be chosen by the editor to be in the book. It was the little sunshine in my cloudy 2009 life. It gave me a reason to smile when I found myself frowning and crying over life. With all the rejections I've had this year from ABC, graduate school, various jobs, and other short story rejections, this acceptance was something I thought I could hold onto in my tough times. Today while I was checking my e-mail I received devastating news from the editor. I felt like my already broken heart had a ton of salt dumped on it. The editor informed me that the publisher thought the book had too many stories and had to cut out 3 stories. My story was one of the 3 chosen to get kicked out!!! I burst into tears when I read that e-mail. It kills me because the editor really likes my story but the publisher has the authority on what goes into the book. I'm so tired of crying. I cry so much lately. I'm so tired of rejection. Why is this happening to me? Now that my story has been rejected I don't know what else to look forward to this year. ARRRRRRRGHHHH! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm just so angry and frustrated. This rejection just adds another thing to the long list of rejections I've dealt with this year. I'm really getting tired of being rejected. I cried in front of my mother and she told me to not worry about it and that there will be other opportunities. She told me not to stress and not think too much but everything is really taking its toll on me. I'm really sorry it's taking me forever to update Fantasy/Reality. I have so much on my mind it's so hard to concentrate especially when the story is in a place that's happy for the characters. It's hard writing happy when I'm feeling super crappy :-( Nick tweeted about his new Mercedes. He joked that he should have bought a Prius. I honestly think Mercedes Benz's are overrated and most pepole buy it because it's a status symbol. If I ever become a millionaire I would prefer to buy an Asian made car because they are far more reliable. I've grown up riding and driving Asian cars and I think they're great. Nick and his Benz: http://mypict.me/show.php?id=6wQF I realized it's been a long time since I've actually read a fan fic. I used to visit Absolute Chaos all the time and now I rarely go to it. * April - If and when you come to Cali I will take you to In 'n Out and Del Taco. At In 'n Out I always get a double double cheese buger with grilled onions. At Del Taco I always get macho sized fries, a beef and cheese burrito, and taco. In 'n Out is always busy! The one near my house always has a long drive thru line. It's more popular than McDonalds and Taco Bell here. I wouldn't rush to join Nick's website. Although I could use a friend there :-P That's very nice of your friend to offer to send you the pics and videos. I watched the one NIck's corner that was up and thought it was so boring! Nick had the camera on one shot for the longest time. I hope his future Nick's corners are more exciting. It's really freaky how much Nick looks like Jensen in the picture! I want NIck to look like Nick! It is possible Nick has been with Lauren for a year. Someone I know went to the Hollywood Knights game which I think was in August of last year and saw them together there. With Nick's status it is really hard to know if a girl is there for him or the money. It's a two way street though too. I think sometimes Nick invites that kind of behavior since in the past he's flown different women from different places just for a hook up ya know? It would be so fun if we could do VIP together! I hope it can happen for us! I'm already considering selling some more stuff on ebay so I can put money into my Backstreet fund lol yeah - I don't know of any websites that are exclusively Aaron Carter fan fic websites. I don't read much Aaron fan fics. You can try Absolute Chaos and see if there are any Aaron fan fics there. Dawn - It's a good picture. I think Jensen is good looking in his own way but I wish Nick looked like himself rather than resembling someone else. Hopefully Nick will look more like himself in other photoshoot pictures. Also, I used to not really like Supernatural but as I've caught a few episodes I really think the writing is great. The storylines are very creative and believable. Jocelyn
"Thanks for being patient - Backstreet in US Weekly - nickcarter.net?!" - Nick shares my love for Del Taco :-D - Nick reminds me of Samantha Ronson - Nick has the case of the Berry - Backstreet on Tour" June is almost over and next week will be July. It feels like this month has whizzed by so fast. Thank you for hanging in there and for being patient with me while I try to finish up Fantasy/Reality part 52. I don't know what's wrong with me. I know what I want to write but when I actually get to writing it doesn't come out the way I want it to. I'm about 75% done. I did a little writing and I'll admit I came up with some "greatness" :-D Last week Nick's official website nickcarter.net went up. I was surprised to find out there was a membership fee to join. He hyped it up so much but left out the part about having to pay. If Nick had a solo album or a big project coming up I would totally understand the need to charge for his site. The timing is weird and it's a little pretenious to me. First off, there's the Backstreet Boys fan club which already charges a fee. Why couldn't his site be part of that family? I know he wants to be his own entity but it doesn't really make sense to launch this site right now when he's promoting a group album rather than a solo album. That is why I didn't join right away. I can see Nick for free whenever I want. He is very active on Twitter which is free. This website to me is another way to make money off fans. It was sweet though that Nick sort of addressed the paying situation and that he understands that some don't want to pay. He said this on Twitter: Oh and everyone that has joined the nick.net fanclub. You rock. Hope you like the new pics. I've been in the studio and editing my movie... ...So I've been a little busy. Once time frees up ill put up another nicks corner. Thank you again. And everyone else that hasn't joined.. I totally understand and I still love you too. I eventually caved and join the site on June 23rd. My current addiction is entering contests and I've been fortunate to have won a couple of $25.00 cash cards. I figured that would cover the cost of joining. In a way it's like I joined for free from the money I won. Nick posted on Twitter he was at Del Taco and uploaded a picture of him waiting at the drive thru. I loooooooove Del Taco. My friend Dana first introduced me to Del Taco in 2005 when I was in Southern California. Once I got a taste of their food I found two Del Taco's in near me in Northern California. I always get macho sized fries and a #11 whenever I go there. Let's take a trip back in time. If you re-read Fantasy/Reality part 30 you'll see I mention Del Taco: "Goodness, now she was starting to want a huge burrito oozing with cheese and ground beef. She quickly changed her mind from In 'n Out to Del Taco (a brilliant place that served both burrito's And French Fries. Whoever invented that was a genius.)" Nick posted this picture of himself on Sunday. He looks so different. It's like he's another person. I made a remark on livedaily saying he probably found out a lot of people were complaining about having to pay for his website and that's why he looks so pissed off. I like the picture though and made it my background on my laptop :-\ Remember in January I put up a picture of him at one of his birthday parties and said he had a total sex face? I think this new picture is another sex face picture too. I was also browsing through some pictures and came across a picture of Lindsay Lohan and Samantha Ronson and I was like hey, Nick looks a little bit like Samantha with that hair! There's also a new group picture of Backstreet. It was posted on livedaily. When I first saw this picture I thought that Nick looked like Jensen Ackles from Supernatural. It's like Nick took a break and Jensen was a stand-in for him.
Backstreet is also in the July 6th issue of US Weekly which should hit newsstands this Friday. Here's a scan thanks to Jennie from livedaily:
A couple of tour dates for Backstreet have been announced. It looks like they'll be touring in Europe and Asia before coming to the states. I can't wait until the US dates are released. The VIP prices for the Europe/Asia dates scare me though. There's one VIP package that's worth $520.00 without a ticket! I am aiming to do VIP at least once during the tour but I'll probably do the $300.00 package. That is still so much money but I want to at least do it once. Who wants to do VIP with me?! Last time I did it alone and it was kind of weird lol Oh well, at least I made a friend while I was waiting in line. Depending on my situation and the dates released, I will whatever California dates there are with Las Vegas and Seattle as maybes. Who's with me?! :-P As the creator of Berry *Delicious* Nick Carter Stories, I have a love for anything berry. I love berry smoothies and I have a Burberry watch. When I read that Nick's Blackberry had Berrypox I was like awwwww! I love that he berry'fied Chicken Pox to Berrypox! This is what he posted on Twitter http://twitpic.com/7xnwx - My blackberry's got the CHICKENPOX...wait a minute...NOOOOOO!!! IT's the BERRYPOX!!!!!! Aaron on Twitter baffles me. It's funny, sad, and weird at the same time. * April - I'm so used to Nick with his highlights and spikes. It's very different. I love music there has to be certain boundaries on listening to it. I blast my music too but I never have the bass up and usually the sound only fills my room and never leaks out. What drives me crazy is my parents know they're being taken advantage of but they still continue to give and give. They always say God knows what they're doing and eventually he'll reward them or have already rewarded them for their giving. What you said about Julie reminds me of something Nick said in an interview a few years ago. He didn't name Julie but he did say he had a girlfriend who was a gold digger so I'm glad he saw that before she had the chance to milk him dry. Meghan - I am so happy to see you coming back and visiting. Since you mentioned Gus Jr. I couldn't resist taking a picture of him and Gus together with a new friend I bought a few weeks ago. I took this especially for you :-D He is definitely fantastic and I love him so much. Thank you for adding me on Facebook and I added you right back. I hear so much about the Blackberry and I would love one. Hopefully in the future!
yeah - I hate crying and sometimes it's so hard to hold back the tears. I do need to chill and I have been doing what I can to think positively. I wish I could sneak away to the beach or park. Last Friday I went out by myself to the mall. It was refreshing. I indulged in getting a free cupacke from Sprinkles, free lotion Crabtree & Evelyn, and a free berry smoothie from Orange Julius. It totally sucks to have to pay to see nickcarter.net. Whoever thought of that idea really failed to think that through. Steph W. - Nick always seemed like a dog person so it's super cute to see him with a cat now. I've always wanted to own a cat but I want to be financially stable before I take on that responsibility. I think it sucks too that it costs money to see nickcarter.net. It doesn't make sense. Plus the economy sucks so bad and not many people want to spend right now. Dawn - I can't wait to see Nick's movie either. I saw some stills at his website and it looks well done. I'm really jealous he can shoot a short film. I want to do that to but I have no equipment. At least Nick has the resources to fund his own work. Good luck to you too on school. It sucks to wait but hopefully in time we'll get to where we want to be professionally. I want to be moved out too. I am going crazy living in this house. Jocelyn
"Vote for Backstreet - Nick's Q&A - All Over the Place" I was watching World News Now on ABC and found out Facebook is allowing custom URL's which makes me happy. You can add me on Facebook here: facebook.com/flirtingwithobscene Vote for Backstreet for the Best Twittering Bands Also vote for Nick, Howie, and AJ for Mr. Twitter You can watch Nick's Q&A here on youtube. I think him and his kitty are so adorable. I've always wanted to buy a cat and name her Moaning. Also, I don't want to spoil it for those who haven't watched the video yet but the way he looks when he answers the last question is like those dating advertisements posted all over myspace. There's also a new video on Nick's myspace of him in the recording studio. He talks about how he's going to act and direct in a film he wrote. I'm so jealous that he can actually have the opportunity to shoot a film. I got a freaking Bachelors of Arts degree in film and I can't even film anything :-( Nick needs to hook me up with a job darn it. I'll hold his lights! *pout* You'll also notice Nick's hair is very short. There's quite a few people on livedaily who don't like his new hairdo. I personally don't care either way. Hair, no hair, it doesn't matter to me. Sure he looks better with a little more on his head but I'm not going to complain about it. I've gotten to the point where I want to do so many things at once that I end up doing nothing productive. I feel all over the place and so disorganized. My brain is scattered and cluttered that instead of focusing on writing I end up wasting time. I want to finish writing Fantasy/Reality part 52. I want to write a minimum of 2 short stories each totaling 1,500 words or more by July 1st. I want to write an hour long television screenplay by June 26th. I want to find a job. I want to clean my room. I want to lose weight. When I look at that list I know it's impossible to accomplish all that. Time is against me. I can't even freaking finish Fantasy/Reality part 52. I've been working on the same scene for weeks and I can't seem to move on to the next scene. * Nickcarter280 - I have so much negative feelings weighing down on me. I told my dad that I feel like I have a big rock pressing down on me. I have been looking at other universities but all their deadlines have passed. There's nothing out there that interests me. I don't want to give up and I don't think I can give up but along the way I'll still feel angry and frustrated. April - I've looked at all the possibilities for schools and all the deadlines have passed. I can't apply until 2010. That's why I'm clueless on what to do. I don't want to get trapped in a retail/food job. It is very frustrating and I will try and try again. I realized how Nick felt during House of Carters with Aaron's music is exactly how I feel with my neighbors. I totally understand his anger. Dealing with family is so tough. My parents are the kind of people who help family out no matter what. Even if my family members take advantage of my parents' kindness and diss them and insult them my parents still help them. It drives me nuts. I have been thinking about seeing the Twilight movie but at the same time I want to read the book first so I don't know. I might end up doing neither or waiting until the movie pops up on TV in a few years. I love your dreams. They sound so hot. I want hot dreams. The last dream I had I was killing cockroaches with Raid spray :-\ not exactly sexy. That seems messed up Julie is trying to get donations in her name to become Miss Illinois. I say if you can't do it yourself then you aren't fit for the job. Yeah - I have browsed other graduate school websites and all of them are not accepting applications for fall 2009. I have to wait until 2010 which is so far away! At this time I don't want to go overseas. I want to stay close to home because I'm not financially ready to take the leap of moving out. I do need Jocelyn time so badly! I don't feel at ease in my home anymore and it's all messing with my head. It's so hard to concentrate on thinking. My cousins are definitely crazy and I wish they would go away. They've destroyed my peace. Thank you for your kind words about how graduate school rejecting me is their loss. That makes me smile :-) Mel - I wikipedia'd Worst Week and discovered it was cancelled. This always happens to me. I find a show I actually like and it almost always ends up cancelled. I really liked the concept of the show and the writing was very good. I could really understand what that guy was going through. Even though we may not have had the same situations, I totally get him Thank you so much for your kind words. It really helps make me feel better. A lot of what drives me is everything I'm going through right now with being unemployed. I'm so sick of feeling like this. I want to be successful and move out! lol A lot of what I love about having this site is being able to vent and express my thoughts. Whether people read it or not I like having this as an outlet. I don't know if I'll ever make it big but I definitely won't forget you and everyone else here. All of you that come here really inspire me and add to my drive to be successful. Dawn - I don't want to be home all day too. I feel like a total blob wasting away. I understand how you feel about the friends situation. I'm usually the one chasing them to go out to do something but they're always busy doing something else that doesn't involve me :-( Almost everyone I talk to are online and while that's nice sometimes I'd like to have someone to talk to face to face and watch a movie with or go out to eat with or have Starbucks with. That's not fair your sister has to deal with a screaming baby when no kids are allowed. The neighbors should definitely be forced out. The rules are there for a reason. Thank you for the offer to listen. I will keep you in mind if I have to let something out. Also lol @ your remark about Aaron and the caps thing. He sure loves the caps. It's a bit annoying but it's really something he would enjoy doing. I also didn't know Angel said that was his Facebook so I guess it is legit. Danielle - That's nice Aaron said hi to you on Facebook. I'm not sure if it's him but I got a feeling it is since he seems so into social networking. Jocelyn
"Argh, life sucks" Just when I thought life couldn't get anymore suckier, I received a devastating e-mail this past Friday night. The e-mail was from the graduate school coordinator. He informed me that the state of California imposed a cap on the number of in-state applicants the Theatre Arts/Radio/Television/Film department could accept. The cap is currently set at 7 students and there's no room for flexibility. He wrote that I wasn't one of the 7 students chosen for the graduate program therefore my application was withdrawn. He also mentioned that they wouldn't be accepting applicants for the Spring 2010 semester. Once again my heart broke into a million pieces . Applying for graduate school was my last resort. I have no idea what to do now. I can't find a job and I can't even get into graduate school. What is there left? I'm so tired of rejection. I really don't know how to make myself "in demand." Having nearly 2 years experience at ABC San Francisco didn't help. Being a published author didn't help. I feel so helpless and frustrated. I really want to make a living and become independent. I am so tired of living at home. I want to contribute to society. I want to make a difference. I know there are other universities out there to consider but a lot of the deadlines for Fall 2009 have passed already. If I do apply at another school it'll be for the Fall 2010 semester. That's so far away. At this point my writing is keeping me from going insane. It's the one aspect of me I can hold onto. I'm not very happy with 2009. I wish I could rewind time and be back in 2008. Little things have been making me nostalgic. Driving on the I-680 freeway reminds me of how often I used to commute to work. I miss hearing the voices that announce the trains are coming on the platform. I miss walking along the Embarcadero in San Francisco and breathing in the sea air and feeling the dense fog against my cheeks. I miss spontaneously walking through Union Square and walking through the stores. I miss my intern buddies and gossiping with them about silly work stuff no one else would understand. I miss it all :-( In spite of the heartbreaking news, I did have a pinch of good news. I went to the dentist on Saturday. I haven't been there in over a year because I have no health insurance. My mom was kind enough to pay for the teeth cleaning. I was scared that I might have a cavity or two since I hadn't had my teeth checked in a long time. The dentist let me know that I had no cavities so that sprinkled some sunshine in my cloudy life. Even though life is crappy at least my smile is cavity free. My nerves are so rattled. I have all this tension and frustration I want to let out but I don't know how. I want to escape and be by myself in a quiet place. I am so tired of being at home with all this noise and negative energy surrounding me. To add to my stress my freaking neighbors were blasting their Spanish music again. It started around 7:30pm in the night on Saturday and I tried to block it out. I turned the volume of my TV way up and I tried to pretend there wasn't any music playing but by the time 11:00pm came I couldn't take it anymore. I really didn't want to call the cops AGAIN but I was going insane. About 5 minutes after calling the cops the music suddenly stopped. Even though the music stopped I still feel like it's going on because the beats of the music are now stuck in my head. I really wish these neighbors would move out. They are always playing their music with the bass turned up. I miss my old neighbors. They were such a quiet family. I've lived in my house since 1990 and I've NEVER had an issue with loud music. When these loud neighbors moved in about a year ago all of a sudden my peace was disturbed. My room and my house is my sanctuary. Having that constantly violated on top of all the stress I'm going through elevates my blood pressure. There are times I can't even think because my mind is constantly fixated on the annoying beat of their music. It's so hard to write when there is such a huge distraction. When I write like it to be quiet so I can concentrate. I don't understand why this is all happening to me. Saturday night I had my TV tuned onto CBS because I don't get any cable channels anymore. A show called "Worst Week" came on and I felt like I could relate to the main character. I don't even know his name but he was doing his best to help and please everyone that he ended up having everyone mad at him. That's sort of how I felt like what happened to me at ABC. I was doing my best there but it wasn't good enough. I know I sound like a broken record but I need to let this all off my chest and unload my mind. You are all I have to explain this to. I don't have many friends. I can't just call up someone and have someone listen to me vent. I don't have anyone that I can call up and ask if they want to go out so I can escape the house for a bit and just hang out. :-( * yeah - Awww I didn't mean to make you sad. I am so frustrated with life right now. My plans, my back up plans, and my back up-back up plans aren't happening. I want to feel better but it's hard when I'm so stressed out on life. The Episodes are a bit different than Fantasy/Reality. It was a story I wrote when I was very new to the fan fiction world. Thank you for reading it and thinking it's good. I was very young when I wrote it but I have received a lot of positive feedback on it. April - Knowing that those Nick pictures are banned make them even more hotter to me cause they're forbidden hehe Having a buddy definitely makes a concert fun! I've been to concerts with so many different people. I don't have a set buddy which sucks sometimes. When I went to see Backstreet in Vegas, I ended up being by myself because I couldn't find the buddy I was supposed to meet with. The whole situation with my cousins is hard. I understand they're family but they put so much stress on my parents and when my parents are stressed it stresses me out. That's odd your brother moved out secretly but I'm glad y'all are cool now. He must be like a ninja to have pulled that off without anyone knowing he moved. I tried to continue reading Twilight a few days ago. I read 2 pages and stopped. I'm trying to get into it but I can't. I'm on page 227 so far. I did hear the movie did well at the MTV movie awards. i wish someday I could have success like Twilight. That's why I want to read it so I can hopefully absorb exactly what gets people to read a book. A shirtless picture in the rain sounds really sexxxy. Dawn - I don't even remember most of what the interview was about. My attention was so focused on Nick and his shaking leg. My cousins shake their legs a lot and it annoys me. I mentioned the leg shaking on Twitter and someone told me it's probably because Nick is sexually frustrated. Ha! Jocelyn
"10 years since 'The Episodes'?! WHAT?! - Extra Interview - I am now addicted to Victoria's Secret panties" I'm still working on Fantasy/Reality part 52. I would like to get it up soon so stay tuned. So I ended my May crying my eyes out. It just pisses me off when my cousin Allen keeps being rude and my mom yells at me for telling him to stop. I did start my June with some great news. It's this news that has kept me from being sad. I'll let you all know what the news is once everything is confirmed and no this news has nothing to do with graduate school or getting a job lol It involves my writing :-) Speaking of cousins... for those who don't know my 3 cousins, Audrey, Aaron, and Allen live with me because their dad died and their mom is in a coma. The situation is very sad but sometimes it's hard to feel sorry for these 3 cousins of mine. They're not well behaved and cause a lot of trouble for my parents. Last week, 2 police officers came by and told my dad that my middle cousin, Aaron, is getting a ticket and has to appear in court because he was with his friend who robbed a kid of his iPod. After the iPod was taken it was supposedly sold to someone else. I don't know the entire story and Aaron isn't telling much but now he has to appear in juvenille court. Geez, another cousin of mine going to court for something so stupid. In February of this year Aaron's older sister, Audrey, was arrested for petty theft and she had to go to court. She was caught stealing chocolate, pens, and shampoo at Walmart. My mom buys so much crap for her so it's really stupid of her to even bother stealing. She was fined $500.00 by the court and $235.00 by Walmart. All that money and the worth of what she stole was barely $75.00. And the icing on the cake is my cousin Aaron is in the 8th grade but he's not getting promoted to 9th grade and high school. Guess what his GPA is right now? 1.25!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He is so lazy and all he does when he's home is talking on AIM. I tell my mother to take the laptop and internet away from him but she doesn't listen. I know it's sad to live without your parents but these 3 kids have been driving my own parents crazy ever since they came to live with us in 2005. There are days where my mom is so stressed out and wishes she could back out from haivng to take care of them because they are too much for her to handle. I feel for my mom and I hate how much these 3 people stress her out. She's in her early 60's and she's supposed to be looking forward to retirement and living easy cause she's accomplished one of her goals of sending me to college. To add to the problem, my mom's siblings are so critical of her. They think it's so easy to take care of these 3 but it's so hard when their behavior is ugly. Blah! If you're in the mood to take a trip down memory lane I reuploaded The Episodes since my lovely reader Ania reminded me that the link was broken. Can you believe it's been 10 years since that story was written? It doesn't feel like a decade has passed. I was 13 years old when I started that story and now I'm 23. Ah! I also got the most random scenario in my mind a few days ago. When I was an intern at ABC, my fellow intern buddy would have this little game he'd play whenever he was bored. He would take two people at work and ask who would win in a fight? He would always come up with the funniest combinations. That got me thinking who would win in a fight Liz from The Episodes or Viola from Fantasy/Reality? Liz has more confidence than Viola but Viola holds grudges for a long time. I don't know. It's a tough choice. Although, Nick would be the ultimate winner if he could see them both fight lmao! Extra did an interview with Backstreet and it's 26 minutes long. In the video I couldn't help noticing how much Nick shook his legs. He really can't sit still. That would really drive me crazy. I am so addicted to Victoria's Secret panties. This week alone I got 8 free panties. With this coupon you can get one free panty. The coupon expires today June 5th so hurry! You can do it Jocelyn style and go to 4 different malls. I've been watching "I'm a Celebrity Get Me Out Of Here" on NBC and it's so hilarious. I don't watch "The Hills" and have never seen an episode but Heidi and Spencer are hilarious. They are so ridiculous but so entertaining at the same time. Very random but there are abbreviations that have different meanings in different countries. In the United States MILF is commonly referred to as 'Mother I'd Like to Fuck." In the Philippines, MILF is the acronym for "Moro Islamic Liberation Front" which is a very dangerous terrorist group. * April - Thank you for loving the short story I wrote. A lot of the beginning is straight from my heart. The rest I just made up lol It's always the good stuff that get banned. Hopefully in the future they'll officially be released so everyone can enjoy them legally. I don't see anything wrong with them singing in a bar either. The bar they were at is very low key and unlike the flashy clubs where there's a lot more pressure to drink. Yay! I have a concert buddy :-D Bob does have a creepy vibe but he helped make one of the most beautiful men ever hehe LoL @ Crossable parts. I need as much crossing as possible! Nickcarter280 - I'm glad you thought it was a great short story! The beginning paragraphs are entirely straight from my heart. One night I was just really frustrated with being fat and the story just spilled out of me. I just need to find a Riley lol Nikki - Awww! It makes me happy to know you LOVED my story and that you could relate to it in your relationship. Your boyfriend sounds amazing and you are definitely lucky to have someone who truly loves you for who are you. I agree, big girls need love too! I wish I could find a guy who accepts me and my chubbiness. xoxo - It's possible Nick and/or Aaron will get married. I see Nick as the type to have a very low key marriage with not as much glitz and glam. Danielle - With Nick and Aaron they have to be extra cautious about marriage. Aaron did almost get married but that didn't last. I still think Nick is scarred from what happened to his parents and he probably wants to make sure he doesn't repeat that in his life. Meghan - Yay! It's you! You still come here! The name Gus just really stuck with me because it is so fitting. When I first saw Coach's new turtle keyfob I immediately thought it's Gus Jr.! Hopefully you'll get some new Coach keyfobs soon. If I can't find a particular keyfob at the store I just find the style number on the Coach website and order it through the boutique. That's how I got the Ox and Skull keyfobs. I also got a few keyfobs off eBay too. I wish I had a Blackberry. They seem really nifty. yeah - The next part of Fantasy/Reality should be coming out soon! I'm about halfway done with it so hang in there. Thank you for liking my new turtle. It's so adorable! Mandie - Awww! I actually haven't seen that before. Thanks for sharing that. Leslie and Nick are so cute together. I wish there was full video of them performing Forever Rebel together. I love that song. Nick + Drums = Hot Mel - Whew hoo! That's great you have a new power cord for your laptop! That happened to me in 2007 and it was torture not having a cord. I noticed Aaron back on Twitter again too. I agree it is a bit depressing. He's like a little boy dying for any sort of attention. I hope he gets his career on track too. He seems to have hit a lot of roadblocks and hopefully he'll overcome them. I'm not really familiar with this Dinero guy but he seems so shady. I hope Aaron opens his eyes soon. Well I am glad to formerly know your name now. It's funny cause I always see you post on livedaily but never really knew your name until now. Melissa - In case I forget I'll just do it now... Happy really early birthday to you! I honestly don't know where you can get a recent picture of Backstreet autographed. If you have Twitter maybe you can ask them on their account? It doesn't hurt to ask. If Backstreet goes on tour in the future you should try going to their VIP soundcheck because last time they gave away autographed pictures there. Jocelyn
"A short story to tide y'all over - Nick's just chillin - Hot Nick is illegal'" I'm still working on Fantasy/Reality part 52. It has over 1,600 words so far. My goal is to have it uploaded sometime in June. In 2007 I wrote a short story but I didn't post it on my site. I was hoping to get it published but it got rejected two different times. Rather than face rejection again I'm just going to post it here for you to all enjoy. I titled it "Big Beautiful Woman" because it's about a young lady who has weight issues. Any feedback is appreciated. Also even though I named the guy Riley, it's really Nick in my mind. It's just when I submit stories to be considered for publication I try to use other guy names. Read "Big Beautiful Woman" Here Although Nick looks tired and sleepy in this picture he posted on Twitter, I think he looks so freaking hot. There's something about it that gives me fuzzies in my tummy. I also love the flowery curtain thingie hanging in the background. It looks like something my mom would buy. Remember the hot Nick pictures I posted in my previous update? Apparently they're weren't supposed to be shared. A lot of fan sites received a letter saying to remove the pictures or else they'll be sued for $1 million dollars. So I guess in a way looking at Nick is illegal and could get you a lawsuit. Also if you notice in the link I posted, the pictures are all gone. Boo hoo. This message is for Ania. I know you're waiting for The Episodes to be uploaded and I know I'm taking forever but I'm going to do it! I just haven't had the chance to start the whole process. April - I love the pictures too but they're banned for now. It would be fun to just hear Nick and AJ jam at a bar without any glitz and glamour. If there's a will there's a way! I hope someday you'll be able to visit Cali. Maybe during a Backstreet Boys concert? We could go together :-D I am impressed that Nick has consistently maintained his fabulous appearance. I think he's way too far from looking like Bob. Thanks for the finger crossing! I really need it! Mel - Aha! I recognize your screen name now. I never knew your name was Mel. I guess since your screen name is CamoBratDragon I had it in my mind your name was Cami or something that started with a C. It makes me happy to know people from livedaily are coming here and visiting my site. I have been skimming through some of the thread on the livedaily Aaron area. I haven't had the chance to actually read everything though. It's good to hear that Aaron is taking some time away from Twitter. He was almost getting annoying with his overly enthusiastic tweets. I don't know much about his producer but he seems shady. I also can't believe Aaron somehow associated himself with Tila Tequila. Thanks for the luck on grad school. I need it soooo bad! Melissa - I have no idea what the song titles are in the Luxy videos. The audio isn't clear. It is good to see him spending some time with his sister Leslie. biancamarie8 - Hi! What's up? Thanks for stopping by. I'm so used to seeing that smiley this way ;) but I like the way you put it backwards (; Jocelyn
"Ohhh life - Nick & AJ at the Brass Monkey in Florida - Aaron on Twitter :-\ " Misha on livedaily stumbled upon some of the hottest Nick Carter pictures to ever exist. There aren't any big versions yet but you can enjoy the small versions for now. My favorite picture is labeled 927380g. That's some serious dead sexiness going on there. My second favorite is 927380v. I also love the colors of the clothes he's wearing. That greyish t-shirt looks great on him. I also think red is a good color for him.
Nick also has a new profile picture on Twitter. I absolutely love how his sun tattoo looks on his arm. Someone was able to catch Nick and AJ performing at the Brass Monkey in Florida. Backstreet minus Howie went to Florida to attend Q's wedding. Q is one of the bodyguards for Backstreet. I haven't had a chance to watch all these video's yet but I heard they're amazing :-) Here are the links thanks to krlyta mclean on livedaily: True Love (Alex playing the drums, Nick singing): After my heartbreaking rejection from the ABC Production Associates Program I decided to take the dive and apply for graduate school. I am so fed up with getting dissed by various companies and I hate feeling like I'm wasting away at home. It never hurts to pursue higher education. Although my ultimate dream is to attend UCLA's film school, I'm going to apply to the same school where I earned my Bachelors Degree which is San Jose State University. The only thing that freaks me out is possibly writing a thesis. I have no clue what to write about. Anyhoo wish me luck and send good vibes my way cause I need it. I discovered Aaron Carter has a Twitter account which is AARONCARTER7. HE WRITES ALL HIS TWEETS LIKE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-\ I think he's simmered down for now but when I started following him he was almost like a spammer. He kept begging everyone to follow him and visit his myspace. One of my online friends Carrie jokingly mentioned something like 'are you are high?' and I totally thought the same thing when I read his messages. I jokingly thought to myself I'm getting a contact high just reading his tweets on Twitter. He also mentioned a few tweets back that he and Nick weren't getting along that well. His exact words: @officialTila nick?? REALLY ....WELL ....WERE "NOT" GETTING ALONG RIGHT NOW T Since I'm talking about Twitter I'll plug my account: http://twitter.com/berrydelicious/ I have about 800 words to Fantasy/Reality part 52 so far. I'm crossing my fingers that I'll be able to squeeze it out by June. * April - Two months does seem like a very long time to take off of work. Maybe if you think out your itinerary ahead of time you can explore Cali in 2 weeks instead. Hopefully in the future you'll have a chance to meet Aaron and Angel. In my opinion Aaron is warm and friendly. He'll actually talk to you. Nick does look like Jane but there have been some Bob moments in his life. I think once I got my dream Chanel bag back in Feburary/March my obsession died a little bit. I feel like I can't top my Chanel until I get a fabulous job so I'm focusing my attention on other things like keyfobs lol Britters - I may have a bazillion keyfobs but I want a bazillion more! hehe I get most of my keyfobs at the Coach outlets since they're cheaper than the full priced boutiques. You can also look on eBay. That's where I got a few of mine. Chanel is definitely my favorite purse brand. I love how most of them look and how timeless they are. I've seen vintage Chanel bags from the 80's that look brand new! Coach is my second favorite brand. I also love the look of Marc Jacobs' bags but I don't own one... yet lol I was actually at Nordstrom last week and I tried on a Marc Jacobs hobo for fun and it actually looked great on me! Too bad I don't have any spare money. I also love Balenciaga and hope to own one someday. Dawn - The skull and crossbones is definitely one of my favorite keyfobs. It reminds me so much of Nick's wrist tattoo. Coach is a good brand. I prefer their leather styles. Awww well I hope you can hear from your cousin and stay in Cali for a month. That would be a great summer vacation. Guest - If everything goes my way, I'd like to have Fantasy/Reality part 52 released sometime in June. I'm about 30% done with it. I'm still writing the first scene and I want to add maybe 2 more scenes. It makes me happy to know you really like reading it and that you think it is awesome :-D Mel - I am taking what the website posted about Nick with a grain of salt. Anyone can say anything they want online whether it's true or false. On Twitter, Aaron posted that he and Nick aren't getting along at the moment. I agree that his posts on Twitter are very weird and don't put him in the best light. I was reading some stuff on livedaily and there was some talk that his so called manager is getting him mixed up in a pyramid scheme and that's why Aaron keeps begging for hits on myspace and followers on Twitter. Hopefully he'll wake up soon and hold himself together. The way he's acting right now really looks like he's desperate for any type of attention. Melissa - Aaron is acting a bit odd, especially on his Twitter. I really have no idea if he's doing okay healthwise or not. Aaron did mention he and Nick weren't getting along well but I really don't know why. That's something between Nick and Aaron that we'll probably never know. Jocelyn
"Old Habits Die Hard?" A recent picture of Nick surfaced. Apparently it was taken in Arizona. Click it to enlarge.
This is the caption: THE DIRTY ARMY: Yo Nik, I caught Nick Carter from the Backstreet Boys in Lake Havasu playing beer pong at my buddies house..total doucher, and his girlfriend is even worse. I wouldn’t be surprised if he pulled a Leinhart and banged some 18 yr olds wearing pasties. Just say’.- nik I don't know if the beer pong incident is true or not. I don't want to assume anything or believe anything when I wasn't actually there. But if it is true then it's very disappointing to hear. Especially with Nick's so called heart condition. I do understand though that battling addiction to alcohol is difficult and I don't expect him to not make mistakes and poor decisions. However if what the person posted on that website turns out false and they just wanted to find a way to insult Nick then the person who made that claim is the real doucher in this situation. On the bright side, it's a new shirtless picture of Nick :-D The gap between Nick and that guy is hilarious. I get the impression Nick wants to stand as far away from the guy as possible. I'll be honest though, that guy is totally lucky to have touched a shirtless Nick and touched Nick's bare skin. I haven't even done that darn it. Maybe that's my next mission? lmao :-\ Okay so I got unlazy and took a picture of all my keyfobs. You can see the new red heart frame, whale, turtle, and flamingo.
* April - It truly does suck. I almost applied last year but I wasn't financially ready to move down to LA. I'm beginning to think having ABC SF on my resume is hurting my chances with getting jobs. I've applied to a million places and nothing :-( A month or two or more would be sufficient to do things in California. I live here and there's still stuff I haven't even done like go to Yosemite Park or the pier in Santa Monica or shopping on Rodeo Drive. I love meeting people who I've known a long time online too. Most, if not all of the Backstreet events I've gone to have involved meeting someone I've talked to online first before seeing them in person. Backstreet has really brought me closer to people I otherwise would have probably never met. That is terribly mean of those girls to desert you at Nick's boat races. That's one of the tough parts of meeting people online. You never know if how they act online is the same as in person. Yes, I am very addicted to keyfobs. What feeds my addiction is how way cheaper they are than lusting after a Chanel bag lol Dawn - I do need keyfob rehab! Knowing how much I spent on them kind of hurts to think about but when I look at them I just can't help thinking how cute and adorable they are. My goal this time for the story is to write it faster. Let's see if that happens lol Yay for the semester being almost done for you! Are you going to do anything fun this summer? Nikki - Yay! I got an indirect shout out from Nick lmao I'm glad I posted that on livedaily. I didn't think anyone would pay attention to it. Jocelyn
"Nick Can't Spell Oprah - Keyfob Therapy" On Sunday May 10th Nick posted this tweet on Twitter: Road trips rock. I think next time im gonna pack a lunch. Also Oprea owes me some kfc. NUM NUMS When I saw that tweet I laughed my booty off because Nick incorrectly spelled Oprah's name. I went on livedaily and created a thread titled "Nick Can't Spell Oprah" where I'm basically just laughing at his blatant spelling error. Then on Monday May 11th Nick posted this tweet on Twitter: Ok . so you wanna know why i spelled oprea wrong?... So i dont get sued... LOL :) hahahahahaha Ah, that made my day. I guess Nick acknowledging the thread I created on livedaily counts as an indirect shout out? :-p I had a hard time falling asleep Saturday. I didn't fall asleep until it was close to 6am :-O For some reason I got inspiration to start Fantasy/Reality part 52 at 4am. I have 5 paragraphs so far. I entered the Interview the Backstreet Boys contest on youtube. This contest reminded me of my work at ABC. You don't know how many interview questions I've had to transcribe there. If you want to see my really dorky entry you can look at it here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ZM5m7tiwwY What's funny is in the background my room looks clean. What I had to do was throw all my mess onto the floor lmao! Plus if you notice there are Nick Carter posters on my wall. They've been up there since 1999 and so on. Also there's a gap between the 1999 Nick poster and the 2002 Nick poster because in between there was a 2001 Nick poster from the Black and Blue Era but it kept falling down so it's currently crumpled on the floor. I desperately need keyfob rehab. In the past week I bought 4 Coach keyfobs :-\ My credit card is not loving me right now. I'm too lazy to take pictures of my keyfobs so I'll just post stock pictures of them and a picture I grabbed off ebay. I remember in 2007 when I bought the Turtle keyfob and someone here said they have the same keyfob too. She named her keyfob Gus. Do you still come to my site? I forgot the name of this person. The reason I ask is because I bought the new Coach turtle and I'm calling him Gus Jr.
I got the whale because my dad calls me whale in Filipino :-\
I just thought this was so cute:
I also got this for $12.00 at Macy's :-D
* Nickcarter280 - I'm back to square one with planning my future. I've applied for so many different jobs and not a single response. At least ABC took the time to reject me. I just hate being at home and doing nothing. I want money! I don't think I can ever give up my dream but it's so frustrating to think about when I had a great job at ABC San Francisco and all of a sudden it slipped away from my fingers. Mel - Awww thanks :-) Good luck with English as your major. I almost majored in that in college but I didn't want to do so much reading and essay writing. Dawn - I'm sure you'll make it as a pharmacy tech. Anything to do with medicine is in demand. Sometimes I wish I was interested in doing that instead of being a writer :-\ What you said does make sense and I hope this rejection means something better is out there for me. April - That's great you had fun in Phoenix! Next time you should take a trip to Cali and meet me :-P *sigh* The ABC accepts people once a year so depending on how my life is in one year I guess I can try next year. Having ABC San Francisco didn't even help my resume though. Steph W. - You friend seems very nice and generous. You can never have too much Backstreet stuff. I have so much stuff tucked away in my drawers. It's nice to look at them once away and look back on the past. Jocelyn
"Life rant: My fantasy didn't come true :'''''''''(" Before I start my life rant I just want to thank everyone who has been voting for my mom and me so far. This contest really means so much to me. As a reminder you can vote once a day until Thursday May 7 and the contest officially ends at 11:30 PM pacific time. Just click on the green vote button up there or click here. On Saturday I finally got around to responding to the 8 comments left on Fantasy/Reality part 50. I'm comment number 9 here. Thanks to Mandy, Brittany, LaShonda, and Jenny for leaving a comment on part 51 :-) It's not too late to leave me a comment. I need them now more than ever and you'll see why when you read my life rant. I've been keeping this to myself because I didn't want to jinx myself. Ever since December 2008 I've had my eye on being accepted into an ABC production associates program in Burbank, CA. The program involves working for ABC and getting an opportunity to work in prime time television production. I sent in my application about two weeks ago and prayed hard that I would be accepted. On Friday May 1st, I got an e-mail saying I wasn't selected as a finalist and my heart just broke into a million pieces. I was really counting on getting in. Now that I've been rejected I honestly don't know what to do anymore. I know most of you know I worked at ABC in San Francisco before. I never mentioned it here but I got dissed big time there and I still feel weird mentioning all the details here. My boss there basically gave me 'on call' status but hasn't called me since December 2008 and that's why I keep saying I've been unemployed. It hurts so much because I really loved it at ABC. I want to make a career in television so bad. I busted my ass and did everything and more to keep myself there. It just irritates me so much. I feel like all the times I busted my ass went unseen by my bosses and they only saw the times I messed up. Don't you hate when that happens? I bent over backwards and sideways for that job but I feel they never noticed that. I feel like all I have left is to go back to school and get a masters degree but I really don't want to go back to school :'( I want to go on and make a career for myself. I also want to have an income so I can get out of this house and have my own house! AHHHHHHHHHHHH! :-( *sigh* 2009 has been lame so far. Will it ever get better? Sometimes I wish I could be interested in recession proof careers like medicine and engineering but I television and writing is my passion. Unfortunately, television and writing are very tough industries to get into. * Dawn - I wish Lady Luck was on my side with getting a job. I'm so fed up with nothing having a job in the television/media industry. Thanks for voting for me and I'm glad you thought part 51 was great. Britters - Thank you for the comment on part 51. It is a long one but I really wanted to cover a lot of ground on it since it took me a while to update it. Mel - Going on a cruise sounds so fun! I'd love to go on one in the future. It's even more interesting to know there's someone out there who kinda looks like Nick :-P Nickcarter280 - The dragonfly is one of my favorites too! I'm so glad I got it at a cheaper price and not at full price. I'm glad you loved the latest update and that I sated your craving for it. When I first started writing part 51, I didn't have Nick observing all those kids and parents. It was supposed to be about 2 paragraphs of him just getting Viola's food but then I thought it would make the story longer if I made his errands more exciting so I came up with the idea of him noticing kids. It is a bit annoying when kids act naughty in the streets and stores. That's why I hate going to the store with my 11 year old cousin. When he doesn't get something he gets really angry and acts like a brat. Jocelyn
"Fantasy/Reality part 51 - I need Coach keyfob rehab - I won a Sony Playstation 2 - Obsessed with freebies" Happy May everyone! I finally present to you all Fantasy/Reality part 51. I had a lot of flow when I first started writing this part but once I got near the end of it, I got hit with writers block. I pulled through though and hope you enjoy it. Any feedback and comments are appreciated. I think part 51 is officially the longest part so far. On Microsoft Word the word count said 5,167! Nick twittered recently about reading through Cosmo magazine. That totally made me laugh out loud. What's funny is before he tweeted that, I was flipping through my copy of Cosmo. I actually have a subscription to it. Now everytime I get my magazine copy in the mail I'll think of Nick. Then the other night he tweeted about aliens and posted the most hilarious picture of him getting his hair done. I guess he's going back to being blonde which I personally prefer. I really wasn't feeling the dark hair on him. Picture of Nick getting his hair done Once again I went crazy at the Coach outlets. I bought a bunch of keyfobs. Here's the angry bee I've been searching high and low for. I drove all the way to Petaluma on April 18th to get it. That was such a long car ride that I don't think I want to endure again :-[
When I got home from Petaluma, I remembered a blue fish keyfob I saw at the mall in 2007. I was thinking I should have bought it when I had the chance. I thought my only chance to get it was on eBay. On April 19th, I decided to visit the Gilroy Coach outlet. I was specifically looking for a red Madison wristlet. They didn't have any so I took a look at the keyfob bin and saw the blue fish keyfob I was thinking about the night before!
I thought I was done with the keyfobs but then I saw this dragon fly. The dragon fly was on my keyfob wish list and on April 17th I had gone to the Coach boutique and thought about buying it then but decided to wait. I'm glad I waited because it's a few dollars cheaper at the outlet.
Of course whenever I think I'm done, I'm not! I saw the frog prince keyfob and knew I had to get it. A few weeks ago I had a dream there was a tiny frog in my room and that it jumped on the side of my neck.
I also won a bear, W, U, and Moon keyfobs off ebay:
Here's an updated group shot of all the Coach keyfobs I have. You can click on it to enlarge the picture.
It's so cute seeing them all together! I want to buy a shadow box frame from Michaels so I can have them all organized in one place. I also got the cutest wristlet. It's officially called a Madison wristlet and it's color is cherry. This is my first ever Coach wristlet. Here's my new wristlet chillin' with my Chanel. You can also click on this picture to enlarge it:
Last friday, April 24th, I went to the movies and watched 17 again. I thought the story was cute but there were a couple of lose ends in the story. After I got home from the movie, I decided to play some instant win games online. For about 2 weeks I've been spending a part of my day playing them. As I mentioned in my previous update I won an iPod shuffle from Subway. I also won what I thought would be a $20.00 cash card from Coke but it turned out to be $25.00! There was this one game sponsored by Little Caesars Pizza and Pepsi called Buzz to Win. I went through the motions of entering my information and code. Once I submitted my information this is the screen I got. You can click on it to enlarge. The prize is a Sony Playstation 2 system and 3 video games!
What's funny is I didn't even know what the prizes of the contest were. I was just playing whatever instant win game I could and worrying about the prizes later. I never thought people won these types of contests but now I'm a believer. It's all about the right timing and having the right amount of luck. Then while I was editing part 51 I took a small break and played the Taco Bell Baja Blast game and I won $25.00! Yay! I was totally amazed when I looked through all the freebies (and almost freebies) I've gathered. My most recent freebie is a sample size tube of Diorshow mascara. I absolutely love this mascara and almost bought it a few weeks ago. I'm glad I put off buying it since Sephora is giving it away for free. If you look in the May issue of Marie Claire magazine on page 31 it says you'll receive a free sample of Diorshow. I don't know if the offer is valid at every Sephora but I personally got mine from 3 different Sephora's. Most of the stuff are I got from Victoria's Secret promotions. I have 6 sample size Naturally Victoria's Secret lotions. One Aveda hand relief lotion. One Aveda color conserve sample. Three Murad lotion samples. One Ralph Lauren Romance shower gel. Six Victoria's Secret Beauty Rush lip glosses. Four Diorshow Mascara tubes. One J'adore Dior perfume. One Chanel Madamoiselle lotion.
* Nikki - Crotch shot for the win. It's so like Nick to do something like that. Thanks for trying to get Nick to give me a shout out! April - I really went crazy with the shopping this month. I am so addicted to the keyfobs that I'll probably never end up using but I enjoy collecting them. They're so cute and unique. As I mentioned on my Twitter, I feel like it is so expensive to live. I understand what you mean when you really want to buy a bunch of stuff but then you have to think of the bills, gas, and food first. I would love to hang out with Nick but then I think what the hell would I say? Or would there even be talking involved :-P I hope you have tons of fun in Phoenix! The leaked songs are very catchy. I've had almost all of them stuck in my head at some point this week. I don't know if I'd want one of them as a single but we'll see. Backstreet really needs a great first single that will get the public's attention. Mel - It's so nice to meet you Mel! I always enjoy meeting readers of mine. I am glad you worked up the nerve to post and don't ever feel shy to post. I always read each and every message that is posted. Nick seems to be obsessed with World of Warcraft. I've heard about it and it looks like Nick is having a lot of fun being a Gnome. Steph W. - I'm sure one of these days you'll catch Nick right on time. He Twitters so randomly. Dawn - Nick is clearly not camera shy. He also seems to love having up close shots of his eyes in his videos. With a little fine tuning I think he would make a great film maker. I guess I better watch out since that's what I want to do too and Nick might steal my jobs. Thanks for the congrats on the winnings! It's always a great feeling to win something. I also love that Nick is taking the time out to interact with fans. There's not many artists out there who would do that. Lolly + Nick + Jess + Kaleigh'ana - I have been putting my brain into overtime so I hope you all enjoy part 51. I will work on replying to those comments as soon as I can! Britters - Wait no more! I hope you enjoy part 51 and thanks for following me on Twitter. That site is so addicting. I keep hitting the refresh button whenever I'm on it. I can't help my Coach keyfob addiction! They're so cute :-P nickcarter280 - It was really nice talking to you on MSN this past weekend. I did listen to all the leaked songs and they're catchy. As I told you, I actually like Internationally. I also like She's a Dream but the shorty mentions are a bit weird. Masquerade is a bit poser'ish to me. Although I wish their lyrics would grow up with them. Three Backstreet's are over 30 years old and Nick is almost 30. They need to lay off singing about being in the club or something. The songs Fallen Angel and Bigger are two songs that actually fit them musically and lyrically. I hope Fantasy/Reality part 51 is good enough to feed your addiction to it. I wish I could win something big like the lottery so I could just move out and live on an island somewhere. I will definitely keep you in my prayers and thanks for your concern about the Swine flu. It's all over the news here. To those who left a comment on Fantasy/Reality part 50, I will reply to you all soon! Be on the look out for that! Jocelyn
"Twitter Happy Nick-Backstreet Youtube Video-AJ on TMZ-I won an iPod shuffle!- I found $25!- Another Coach Keyfob to add to my collection" I totally slacked off on the writing this week. Thursday night/Friday morning I experienced something really yucky that by pure coincidence I had planned happening to Viola in part 51. I thought just because I write something doesn't mean I want it to happen in my life. I can't divulge what happened right now cause it'll spoil part 51 but when you read it, when I get around to finishing it, you'll understand what I'm talking about. Maybe what happened to me was the push I needed to squeeze out the last scene of part 51. Nick went crazy on Twitter this week. On Friday he Twitter'ed up a storm and even had a joke contest. He's also was doing shout outs to some fans which I think is cool. I dare someone to ask Nick to shout out Flirting With Obscene since I can't do it myself. If he does it I might give you a prize. I am so loving how Nick is interactive with Twitter. He's clearly addicted to it. Picture of Nick shouting out a fan Another picture of Nick shouting out a fan You know what I just realized after looking at those pictures of Nick at his desk... his desk area is so much more cleaner and organized than mine!!! I have crap everywhere around my computer. There's papers, envelopes, and crap just splayed everywhere :-[ *hangs head low in shame* Nick Carter is more organized than me. Nick's apparently filming a short film and auditioning actors for it. Here's a picture of him on what looks like the casting couch. A picture of Nick looking like he's going off to school lol Nick's latest Twitter message says in the morning he'll post a joke. I wonder what it'll be? On the Backstreet youtube a new video Nick shot was posted. It was filmed at the recording studio. I thought it was hilarious when Nick was talking about recording music like he was a virgin to the whole process. There's also a brief shot of Nick's crotch in the video. Silly Nick pointed the camera to his junk. TMZ caught up with AJ and AJ said there's plans for the first single of the new album to be released sometime in June. If Backstreet Time is factored in then it could be a few months after that. I'm very excited for the next album. They've been doing a lot of recording lately so I hope they're cooking up some great music for us. Since I am unemployed I have a lot of time to kill. I've been sucked into looking for online contests and sweepstakes. For about two weeks I've been playing the Subway Fresh Buzz instant win game. You only get 3 plays a day. I honestly didn't think I would win anything since I kept getting the 'sorry you're not a winner' message. I almost forgot about this game but then I saw the game was ending on April 19th so I decided why not try to play again. On April 16th, it's a few minutes past 2am and on my first try I press the button to play the game and I was totally expecting the 'sorry you're not a winner' message when I saw a 'Congratulations you've one a 1GB shuffle!' I was completely shocked! I couldn't believe I won an iPod shuffle! I looked at the rules and saw they're only giving away 100 iPods total so it feels good to be one of 100! Also another factor of being unemployed is feeling like I don't have enough money. In late February 2009 I applied for a Bloomingdales credit card so I could use it to buy my Chanel purse. One of the credit card programs is called "My Insider" where on each dollar you earn points for a gift certificate. I noticed on the "My Insider" website my points balance was funky. I didn't understand why I had so little points when I spent a lot of money on my Chanel. I thought the program was ripping me off but it turns out they automatically send you the certificate in the mail with your bill. I thought once you hit a certain amount of points you could have the option of redeeming the points but the program doesn't work that way. So read on the website that once you hit 2,500 points they'll automatically send you a $25.00 with your bill. What's funny is I got my bill earlier this month and I didn't realize that there was a 2nd page to my bill! I even almost thought of tearing up and throwing away my bill. I'm so relieved I didn't. When I looked through my last bill again I saw there was a page 2 and on page 2 was a $25.00 gift certificate! I was sooooo happy to find free money. Now I have to think what I want to buy with it. The Bloomingdales Friends and Family event is coming up so I might buy something then. I was thinking of using it to buy a Coach keyfob since that's my current obsession. On eBay I bid on a Coach Skull Pave keyfob that I've been wanting since September 2008 but I haven't had the chance to buy one. I tried 3 different times to win one on eBay but always got outbid. Finally on my 4th try I won the auction. I got it this week and I love it. It's so blingy and it reminds me of Nick's wrist tattoo. Here's my new Coach Skull Pave keyfob chillin' on my Chanel:
As you probably have read from my previous babbles... I am obsessed with deals, freebies, and coupons. On Friday, I went to the mall to visit Victoria's Secret. For $1.64 I got 1 Pina Colada Lollipop-retail value $1.50 1 PINK panty in the color black-retail value: $7.50 1 Beauty Rush Red Delicious lip gloss-retail value $7.00 I saved $14.00! If you go to vspink.com and click on the link that says join now to get your free gift, you'll be redirected to a page where you sign up for the Pink Nation website. When you're done there will be a coupon available for you to print where you can buy any PINK item and get a free panty. The cheapest PINK item you can buy is a lollipop which is $1.50+tax! PLUS there's a coupon for a free lip gloss with any purchase! So because of those 2 coupons all I had to pay for was the lollipop and I got the lip gloss and panty for free! I just have to add that it might be different at each Victoria's Secret. I know the Victoria's Secret at Valley Fair Mall in the Bay Area allowed me to combine the two coupons but I've heard some other malls don't. Although it doesn't hurt to try! April - The purse is so gorgeous but I've fulfilled my expensive purse quota for a lifetime now lol! I've always wanted to post the Ouija story but like with the Valentine's story, I just don't want to post something I won't update for a long time. Fantasy/Reality is my priority right now and I want to concentrate on that. I can't help but think Nick sounds constipated and squeaky in the earlier Backstreet albums. His voice didn't sound good to me until the Millennium album. That's great your Easter went great! Mine was so boring. I don't even remember it. Hello Kitty for life! I haven't even ready any books from the authors you mentioned. Most of the books I own are from different author's. Danielle - I don't think Nick has ever answered me on Twitter. If he did then I totally missed it. Dawn - I love the Skull so much but I kind of wished I waited a while to buy it. I remember Coach said they were stopping production of it in 2007 so I ordered it immediately. Then last year in 2008 they sent the Skull keychains to the Coach outlets at half the price I paid! I'm not sure if they're still at the outlets right now but I know on ebay if you type in coach skull in the search box you can see a few auctions for the skull. Whew hoo for Hello Kitty! Steph W. - From what I know, Nick has not responded to me on Twitter so I don't know how to get him to reply. He does reply to a lot of other fans so I guess it's all about timing and luck. On Friday, he did a lot of shouting out to different fans who asked for one. I'm too shy to ask for one. It's kinda weird. I'd rather someone else ask to give me a shoutout. I hate being sick too! Argh! Lolly + Nick - The writing is going okay. Thanks for checking in! I lost the flow this week. I stared at the cursor on the screen and nothing I liked would come out. Hopefully this weekend I'll get inspiration! As I mentioned earlier I went through something I was going to have Viola go through in part 51 so we'll see how that goes. To Jess and Lolly: I did see the new video where Nick shot his crotch. He's such a tease! So far things are okay. This week went by so fast and I can't believe it's Saturday already. How are things with y'all? Jocelyn To view past updates click on my archive links in the navigation menu on the left side of the page. © Copyright 1999-2009 Jocelyn Bringas All Rights Reserved |
Open: January 16th, 2007
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