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"Fantasy/Reality part 45!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Your eyes aren't deceving you, I really do present to you Fantasy/Reality part 45. As usual, please read and review since your reviews really help fuel me to keep on writing. I'm honestly shocked I was able to squeeze out this part with work in my way. If there are any typo's or errors, I'm sorry. I read over it and spelled checked a bunch of times. I have to thank reading the book "Something Borrowed" by Emily Giffin. Reading that book gave me that extra push I needed to remind me that I can write. I'm currently reading the sequel to that book "Something Blue." I really like Emily Giffin's style of writing. Fantasy/Reality Part 1 * So October 5th was my 23rd birthday. I went to Union Square in San Francisco with my parents on Saturday October 4th. All I wanted was to go to the Chanel boutique there and it didn't happen for me. I was so sad, I broke down in tears right in front of the store. I really felt like my whole birthday was ruined. This lady who worked at Dior saw me crying and tried to comfort me and told me it wasn't the end of the world but I surely felt like it was the end of my world. My whole point of going to San Francisco was to go to Chanel and I couldn't believe how early they closed. It baffled me that Louis Vuitton was still open and a whole bunch of other stores but the ONE store I wanted to go to was the one that had to close early. One of the reasons I wanted to go to Chanel was to ask how to fix my earrings. Two of the rhinestones in my earrings fell out and I was hoping to get it repaired. Well on Sunday October 5th, I thought about going back to San Francisco so I could fulfill my Chanel mission but I didn't feel like going back anymore. I decided to go to the Stanford Shopping Centre and go to the Neiman Marcus there and see if they could help me with my earring problem. I asked the sales associate there if they could fix my earring and I was expecting bad news. However to my surprise they gave me a brand new pair of earrings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was completely shocked. I thought they'd just replace the two stones that fell out but instead they give me a shiney brand spanking new pair of earrings. It stunned me how easy it was and it really helped make my birthday better :-) The cutest part is the new earrings I got came with their own dustbag lol Despite not getting the chance to go shop at Chanel, I had a great birthday with my parents. It really stuns me that even though I can act bratty sometimes they're so patient with me. I also had my first drinks with alcohol in it. I really couldn't tell there was alcohol in any of them. I read about Backstreet touring again and I can't believe it. I'm seriously considering seeing them again. They're my drugs and I want a chance to see these dudes VIP style. I might go to their show in Winnipeg, Canada. Who's going to that show? I need a partner or two :-P * Dawn - A very early congrats to you for graduating school in May! I'm glad I got a chance to see Bsb. I want to see them again! I hope for you that Backstreet will get to WI sometime in the future. April - Producing television is so much fun and thank you for the compliment on Danica's segment. I did get a chance to meet her and talk to her. I even got a picture with her but I'm too lazy to upload it right now. She is very nice. I am feeling way better! I know the time is tight for me now when it comes to updating but I am doing what I can to make time for it. Thank you also for the links to the videos of Nick you shared with me. Nick is evil but somehow I love him. I hope they release more tour dates too but then again I wish they'd concentrate on recording their next album. April you surely know my taste by showing me that Hermes Birkin. It's one of my goals to own at least one in my lifetime. Melissa - I hope you had fun in NYC. I think Nick is the kind of person that's open to any type of music. I thought it was funny though when Nick was poking fun at Aaron for being gangsta in HOC. Nick looks really good in those pictures of him and Aaron in Nashville. Backstreet's tour did end but somehow it was revived and they added a bunch of Canada dates. Steph. W - I can't make them downloadable right now but I'll get to it when I have free time. Katie - Meeting Winnie was awesome :-) She definitely is a staple of the early 90's. I'm glad you enjoyed my Seattle pictures and videos. I can't believe how fast they're going either and now they're touring on top of recording which seems like too much for me. Hopefully they know what they're doing. I hope they tour much more places too. They really skipped a bunch of good places for the Unbreakable tour. Thank you for the birthday greeting! Aww it's okay if can't buy me a designer purse :-P I'll survive :-D xoxo - I did see that Nick's corner where he chased Hurricane Dennis, the ice bucket one, and the one where Nick and Brian went to McDonalds lol I loved it when he said, "Don't tell Kevin." Danielle - Thank you so much. I did have a wonderful birthday :-) Mandie - Oh my gosh Mandie, that was so sweet of you to take time out of your schedule to make that birthday graphic for me! *huggles you* I will seriously print that out and slap it on my wall so I can look at it when I'm having a bad day and remember to smile :-D To the 11 comments on Fantasy/Reality part 44 I will reply to you soon! Jocelyn
"Hi - Seattle Time - I met Winnie Cooper from "The Wonder Years"" I slowly but surely continued to write some more of Fantasy/Reality part 45. I have the whole thing planned in my mind so it's a matter of finding the time to transfer it from my mind to your screen. So hold on a little longer. Good things come to those who wait! :-D I went to Seattle last week to see the last show of the Unbreakable Tour. It was nice to escape for the weekend and watch a good concert. It was interesting to see Nick's sweat splashing about. The funniest thing for me was, I knew Aaron was there but I didn't not see him at all lol Even when he was on stage I didn't see him. I guess my eyes were so focused on Nick :-\ Click here for some pictures I took. Videos: * I found out Danica McKellar aka Winnie Cooper from The Wonder Years was coming to San Francisco to promote her book entitled "Kiss My Math: Show Pre-Algebra Who's Boss." I went off on a limb and e-mailed her publicist to see if she was available to come onto the talk show I work for. Surprisingly, she was available so I successfully booked her on the show! I also got to be the producer of her segment! I enjoy producing so much. She's very nice and very gorgeous in person. All the guys were drooling. * April - If I had time, I would make a montage. I still haven't seen those videos. Can you e-mail me the links? Thanks for saying my health is more important. I just so bad because I really want to update but I haven't had time to get around to it. I did continue writing but it isn't enough to support an update just yet. xoxo - I watched about half an episode of "The Secret Life of the American Teenager" and I didn't really get into it. F/R is coming up soon. I haven't finished writing it yet so just hold on a little longer. Aaron probably toured with Nick because he was bored and had nothing else to do but it's good they're hanging out. It would be very weird if Nick took the time to read my F/R. I'd be very embarrassed. Katie - Evergreen has a nice melody to it. I love that Nick's childlike too. It makes him endearing. The weather has been okay these past few weeks. I'm glad that it's starting to cool down here. Good luck on finding a school in California. Everything is definitely more expensive here. The cost of living is high. It's part of the reason I haven't moved out yet. Dawn - That would be cool if you went to school in Berkeley. You'd be close to me :-D I can't wait for his new website and solo career either. I am feeling better but I have a little cold still lingering. Melissa - I think Nick co-wrote Do I Have To Cry For you but he didn't write Heart Without a Home. Those are two of my favorites too. Yes I went to the concert in Seattle. I didn't meet Aaron and I didn't even see him at all but I knew he was there. How can I explain the reason why I started F/R? One of the reasons is I knew I wanted to write something since it had been a while since I had a story up on my site. Originally F/R was supposed to be a short story with only one part. Then suddenly out of nowhere I had the inspiration to add to it and it kept going and going and going and now it's still going. I know we all have our fantasies of Nick and that's how I came up with the fantasy aspect of the story. I admit, I fantasize about Nick often and fan fiction is so fantasy driven so I turned it into a story. Steph W. - Nick is hiliarious and that's why I love him :-D nickcarter280 - I know my health is more important but sometimes I want to work so I can make money and be a trooper and contribute to the team. I'm addicted to work lol Jocelyn
"Happy Labor Day - Nick's MySpace/Blog" I had to debut my new layout because I really like how it looks. I did a little writing this weekend but not enough to support an update. I have 5% of Fantasy/Reality done and 50% of that other story I'm working on. Nick's myspace went through some sort of extreme make over this weekend. It really looks professional and it blows my mind. He also added a blog which talks about his nipples falling off. The man is so close to 30 years old but still maintains this childlike aura around him. Here's the blog if you missed it: I woke up about 10 o'clock. Im in Edmonton Canada. Rolled out of the bunk, walked to the front door of the bus, opened the door, took a deep breath in........ And froze my nipples off. Its freakin cold, lol. Actually its awsome cause i love the fresh Canadian air. MMMMMM MMMM GOOD. Anyways, I'm here chillin with my brother in Catering now. Were both wired off of COFFEE .... AHHHHH!!!!! Its an awesome thing to have him out here with me. I love him so much.. So, in a nut-shell , Very excited about the great things that are happening in my life. Bout the new album with the Boyz, about my health, bout the new relationships I'm developing. Finally, I feel like I'm turning into the old nick again. Actually! The new improved positive Nick. I love life , music, and family and friends. That means you. Anyways, If your here in Canada? Ill see ya on stage. seee yaaaaaaaaaaa If you go to this link and run your mouse pointer thingie all over the screen you'll see a hot picture of NIck. * April - I've wasted a lot of time on youtube before. It is addicting because almost any video is on that site. I haven't had the chance to see those Nick videos you were talking about. I've heard about them though. Steph W. - There is a lot of good hype surrounding the book. Melissa - I did see Nick's new myspace layout. Whoever designed it really did a great job on it and I like that there are some new pictures and a new video on it. Jocelyn
"Hella Hot - Sick as my Secrets - Some pictures of Nick" I haven't been writing at all. I keep putting it off. I also have a busy weekend coming up so I don't know if I'll be in the mood to write anything this weekend. I'm sweating like a pig. There has been a heatwave here in the Bay Area for the past couple of days. Two new Backstreet Boys songs have leaked. What do you think about them? Listen to them here: Recent Pictures of Nick: I'm excited about the Seattle Bsb concert. Are any of you going? If you are, let me know :-) * Dawn - Aaron does enjoy attention. Some people are like that. That would be fun if you could move to Cali! I thought Josh Henderson was cute for one second but then it faded. I saw him in one episode of She Spies. Katie - There's nothing to be envious of. I'm glad that I do have the opportunity to be pursuing a career I love. I'm a behind the scenes person too. Maybe in the future you'll have a chance to move here. Melissa - I did not see any pictures of Aaron at the HK game. Sometimes with clothing colors, it's not by choice. When I go shopping, I don't have a particular color I'm looking for and then I noticed most of the clothes I bought were grey. I don't know if Aaron got his teeth capped. It's possible. April - Cable/wireless internet is such a great invention. I wish I thought of that! xoxo - I can't see the future but it is possible Aaron and Nick will have children. I didn't hear about Aaron staying with Nick for the rest of the tour. Aaron and Nick may not do things you and I may may not agree with but it's their choice and their problem to deal with. Holly - Everything is going good. You're so lucky to have won soundcheck and it's good to know you had a great time at the concert. I'm sure your picture with the boys isn't bad. At least you have one! It's better than no picture at all. Steph W. - When I go to the library, I'll see if I can borrow the book. Jocelyn
"Yes!" For the past few weeks I've been frustrated and anxious to get a job because of how bored I was at home. I thought it was hopeless for me to find a job in the field I'm interested in. I kept stalking craigslist and the entertainment careers website for opportunities but there was absolutely nothing. Until Thursday August 14th... At the place I used to work, there was an opening for a new audience coordinator position. I knew it was a longshot that I would get that position but I figured why the hell not? I went in for an interview and my old boss told me out of 45 applicants I was one of the top 10 candidates for the position. On Thursday August 14th, I get a call and was told that my co-worker got the audience position I was applying for. But... That means if she moves up in ranks that means I get to have her spot. I pretty much got my old job back :-) I went back to work yesterday (August 15th) and it felt really good to be back again. I don't know how long they'll keep me but at least I have something to tide me over. I had a feeling this would happen. (hehe I'm psychic!) I even got a nifty ABC e-mail address and my own personal login name and all that jazz. Fantasy/Reality part 45 is still in the brainstorming phase. Out of nowhere a story idea came to me last week. I started writing and I think if I really put the effort into it I can finish it soon and post it here soon. The story/visual is titled "Rejection." I thought long and hard about adding some of it tonight but I've decided to wait and try to finish it first before posting it. I was watching some of the Olympics and found watching the men's gymnastics was a little addicting and fascinating. I wish I could bend the way these people can. I wanted to watch the women's gymanstics but I had to sleep early. I also caught some of the swimming and I remember in 2004 I had a thing for Michael Phelps but now not so much. He has such a great body though. * Melissa - It doesn't hurt to ask HOB about the age limit. I think for some HOB's the age limit is 16. I hope it works out for you. I haven't watched that Aaron video yet. I don't get why they keep doing the Hollywood Knights in Norway. Shouldn't it be in Hollywood? :-P I listened to "Swagged Up" like one time but it wasn't my type of music. Steph W. - I haven't read Twilight but I've heard it's the next big thing in books. I did check it out on amazon and the page number count intimidates me. Dawn - I'm glad you thought it was worth the wait. I could have made it shorter but I figured since you all have been waiting for such a long time that I at least owe it to you all to make it a little longer. I wanted to stop it at when Nick left the club but I know how some of you all aren't fans of the cliffhangers :-P It does suck that Backstreet isn't having a full out US tour. Glad you love the banner, it's thanks to Mandie. April - Nick does resemble the Terminator. I missed their first US tour and the Up Close and Personal tour. Bootleg DVD? Hook it up! :-p xoxo - I don't think Nick and Aaron intentionally go out with girls who plan on using them. It has to be difficult to think about whether or not a girl really like them for them and not because of their money and fame. I do love the tats on his arms too. I don't think Aaron is doing the HK charity for publicity. I would hope that he's doing it because he enjoys playing basketball and he loves the country of Norway. I usually don't pay attention to red carpet events. I haven't seen Aaron show off lately. Where do you think he's showing off? Katie - The job hunt was hard until I'm sure you've read what I said in babbles that I got my old job back. That's good you've settled in your jobs. It'll pay off in the long run. Nick has great arms, he needs to help me out on my arms. Glad you loved the update! I saw your concert pictures on your myspace and they are so good. Kelly - Nick is definitely hot. That's cool you got to see them in Lexington, KY. AJ sure loves to hump the stage. Mandy - Yay for Thailand. I love it when Nick represents a place with his shirts. Sarah Carter - It can be scary that Nick has the ability to look good a majority of the time. There are some times where he looks questionable. Thin or chubby, I like Nick either way. Jocelyn
"Fantasy/Reality Part 44! - Berry *Delicious* Nick Carter Stories Anniversary" I am proud to present part 44 to Fantasy/Reality. Whatever thoughts, insight, comments you can provide is greatly appreciated. Fantasy/Reality Part 1 Let's try this again. I know I messed up on the link to the possessed picture of Nick. Possessed Picture of Nick take 2 I know I don't call my website Berry *Delicious* Nick Carter Stories anymore but I still sometimes do. It was August 2nd, 1999 when I officially entered the world of fan fiction. What started out as something I wanted to do for fun has turned out into so much more. I am still amazed that after so many years I am still here. So many fan fic writers have faded away and have lost interest but I'm still here writing. Plus I'm so thankful that after so many years that readers like yourself are still interested in what I have to write and without you and your constant support I don't know if I'd still be here, so thank you from the bottom of my heart! I'm excited that the Backstreet Canada/US tour has started. Right now I plan on going to the Seattle, WA show so if you happen to be going don't be shy to tell me. I was looking at these soundcheck pictures from Moncton and damn, look at Nick's arms. He looks too good. You can really tell the dude has been lifting weights. * Melissa - Did you mean "hot" Nick pix instead of "not" Nick pics? If you meant "hot" then I agree with you! Are you going to see Backstreet in NJ? Steph W. - I love Nick so much too. He does look like he's been investing some time into toning his arms. Me likey :-D Nikki - *raises hand* I do. Plus the fact that he has tattoos on arms adds to the sexiness. I'd melt into a puddle if those arms were around me. April - For me, my parents are really the only people I get along with family wise. I'm not really close with anyone else. I fixed the possessed picture so I hope the link works now! It sucks that Backstreet isn't coming near you. They aren't coming near me too but I've saved my pennies and am doing what I can to plan this Seattle concert business. xoxo - From the link you gave me, I took a look at Aaron's hair and it doesn't look that bad to me. The coloring is a little odd. I hope you enjoy this FR update! I'd like to give Nick and Aaron the benefit of doubt that they don't always care about sex. Especially for Nick I'd sure hope he has the common sense to practice safe sex. Holly - Yay! Congrats on getting front row for the Atlanta, GA show! How did you manage to do that?! I've never had front row for Backstreet before. Take tons of pictures and video! Is Lindsay Lohan gay? I think she's going through a phase with Samantha Ronson. I've seen tons of pictures of them together. Aaron probably thinks it's hot that Lindsay is with a girl now lmao Aaron could get married or he could not. I have no idea! Dawn - I hope you enjoy the update! Yeah, Aaron probably doesn't care since he has his own gf to deal with. I'll reply to the comments for part 43 and the one comment on part 42 soon! A special thanks to Mandie for the banner :-) Jocelyn
"Update Before The Update! - ANOTHER book review mention" I know you've heard this a million times from me but I am really sorry it's taking a long time for me to get Fantasy/Reality part 44 out. I am about 80% done with it and am aiming for an update this weekend! Look out for that. Here are some concert pictures of Nick from the July 29th concert to tide you over until the next update :-P Nick looks totally possessed here! Part of the reason for the delay is 4 weeks ago I focused my attention writing a new short story just in time to beat the deadline for submissions for a book. 2 weeks ago I did the same thing, literally throwing together another short story in less than a day to beat the deadline. Now that those 2 deadlines have passed I am concentrating on FR 44. On livedaily I was reading a thread about fan fiction and someone said something about how they don't like to read the romance type fan fiction because it's exhausting. The poster said it's exhausting because the girl and guy have to go through a ton of crap before they reach the ending. I totally understand that statement. It's so exhausting to write romance. It's exhausting to think about what crap I have to put Nick and Viola through! You think the two of them are stressed out over what to do with each other? Imagine how stressed out I get trying to think of what they have to do together lol I discovered my story in "Yes Sir: Erotic Stories of Female Submission" entitled "Pink is the Enemy" got a mention in a book review here. "If "Pink is the Enemy," then Duke is rather using it to his advantage. Great tale of what happens when the rules are not followed, by Jocelyn Bringas." - Angelika Devlyn I'm telling y'all "Pink is the Enemy" is my favorite story I've written. If you haven't read it yet, you're freaking missing out :-P
Here are my shoutbox replies. Some of you posted more than one message so I just combined my reply to you all at once. lexi - Yes that was me who asked the awesome question. I knew I wanted him to do something and then I imagined him getting up and doing cartwheels but then I thought it would be just easier to ask him to sing since that's what he's good at. It is Nick's choice if he wants to get married or not. He saw how screwed up his parents' marriage ended up and I know he doesn't want to end up like that. I'm sure though that he sees Kevin's, Brian's, and Howie's marriage as hope there can be happiness in a marriage. nickcarter280 - I hope everything at your work is going good! Hopefully Nick will do another chat so you'll get to participate. I know I've been absent for a long time from here and I'm sorry. I've just been doing a lot of thinking and writing. I'm still here! It's okay that you're busy and occupied with work. Work should come first before reading my site. Steph S. - That's great you'll get to have the VIP experience with Backstreet! Take tons of pictures and video if you can! Yeah Nick looked like he could have gone on and on if the fan club people didn't stop him. You saw Sage with her arm pierced? Damn. She probably has piercings everywhere! Nikki - I definitely have a lot of pent up Nick sexual tension that needs to be released. Panic was my favorite performance too from the MSN concert. I also liked the beginning to Treat Me Right. I totally agree with what you said and how we have to enjoy their music and let them live their lives :-) It seems like Nick still wants to accomplish a lot more in his career like more albums and producing for other artists so I can understand he doesn't want to get attached to someone. He does have a lot of love in him and it would be a shame to see it go to waste. Everyone is different. Steph W. - I remember what it was like to be on dial up and know how painful it can be to wait for a site to load. You should consider getting cable or dsl internet. There's no doubt Nick loves women. It's his choice if he wants to settle down or not. I think he's capable of staying with a person for a long time but he just hasn't found the right person yet. Melissa - I personally could not call Nick unless he directly gives me his number. I hope you get a chance to catch the latest FR update. I'm glad you think it's getting interesting! Backstreet does sound a higher without Kevin singing with them. I think they did a great job on the MSN concert. That must have been fun to see a Bon Jovi concert in Madison Square Garden in NYC. I'd love to go to NYC someday. I did hear about Jane getting arrested again. It's pretty sad. At the same time it makes me thankful I have a great mother :) Mandie - I enjoy writing back to my readers! I feel that if you as a reader have some time to spare to write me then I can make the time to write you back. I've actually never watched Instant Star. I looked it up on wikipedia and saw it was aired in Canada. It sucks that the show didn't end the way you wanted it. I had the same reaction as you about Sage's arm piercing. I guess anything can be pierced! I would be interested in hearing a Fast Glass soundtrack? I'd love to hear a studio quality version of "No More Games." Maybe it'll eventually leak. Lily - I think no matter who Aaron or Nick dates, there will be someone out there who disapproves. I can see them dating a wholesome girl and someone saying they're too goody goody for them. I don't have a say in who the Carter Bro's date like they don't have a say in my dating life. I would hope that when Aaron is in his late 20's, he'll look healthy and happy. When Aaron got engaged to that one girl, I really thought that was a PR stunt for House of Carter's. April - I hope I can find a job soon. I've been applying to different places and have gotten some responses so we'll see where that leads to. About your dad and aunt, it's really amazing how different people can perceive words. What may be sarcastic to someone may not be to another person. That's how my mom's side of the family is. They take things at face value and don't know the concept of sarcasm. That sucks you and your family weren't invited. We had a similar situation where everyone on my mom's side of the family went up to Seattle for a "reunion" but my mom didn't want to go because they'd just pick on her. Everything is going okay. The job search is all right. I have some interviews to go to and we'll see how that goes! Anonymous - I would hope if Nick or Aaron knocked a girl up they would step up and take responsibility. I really can't form an opinion over Sage since I don't know her. I didn't even know Aaron was dating anyone. You mentioned that Nick said in the online chat he wouldn't want to get married, sometimes life can be surprising. I think he's just being careful because he saw how his parents' marriage turned out and he doesn't want that to happen to him. I hope Aaron isn't doing drugs anymore too. Dawn - You're right when you said neither Nick or Aaron need our approval when it comes to the women they screw/date. xoxo - That would be totally weird if FR came to life. It would mean I'm psychic! :-D Why don't you think Sage is a good influence of Aaron? I don't really know about the "jeep 500 base" line but I think what he meant in the "i make ya do what ya say you wont" line is say you're afraid to drive a car and won't drive a car, Aaron claims he can get you to drive a car even if you already said you wouldn't. Holly - Everything is going all right. That's great that you finally got your ticket to see Backstreet. What show are you going to attend? Jocelyn
"Nick answered my question in the fan club chat! - MSN Concert!" Watch Nick's Fan Club Chat Here My question was: "Can you sing us a song right now? Any song!" If you go to around 42:00 minutes into the video of the chat you'll see Nick reading my question and then singing! I seriously felt like I won the lottery hehe I really didn't think my question would be chosen. I thought it would get lost in the slew of questions that were being selected. I absolutely melted when he started to sing. He ended up singing a song he's writing with Desmond Child called "Show Me How To Love Again." I am so amazed that the chat was over an hour! I think if the fan club admin didn't tell Nick to stop, he would have kept going. I thought it was very nice of him to take time out of his life and answer questions for the fans. I liked that for most of the questions he took the time to ellaborate. It was also so freaking adorable seeing him with his dog Maxi or Maxie or whatever the spelling is. My old job is so teasing me. My boss called me last Thursday and asked me to come in on Monday June 30th. It felt soooooooo good to be at work again. Too bad it was only for one day but it was great seeing everyone again and being in the whole environment again. So far my week is going good! My week would get even better if I get more comments on Fantasy/Reality part 43 :-D Who watched the Backstreet MSN concert? If you haven't, download it here. Beware of the pop ups but once you get through all that it'll be worth it. I thought the concert was well done and it felt good to watch Backstreet in action! My favorite song they performed was "Panic." * xoxo - I didn't mean to confuse you with the whole military thing. I honestly think Aaron is just weaing a navy shirt for fashion purposes. I don't think the insignia is official. I do know that the rank he's wearing is petty officer 2nd class because I took naval science in high school. I had to memorize all the ranks. As for Sage, I don't really know so I don't want to judge. From what I've seen, she actually looks cute to me and looks like she fits well with Aaron but then again, I read on livedaily they aren't together? I don't even know and I don't really care lol Steph S. - I love excitement! Have fun seeing Backstreet in Kettering! I think if you have the money go for VIP! I know I plan on doing the VIP experience at least once. Nikki - It's crazy how just one look at Nick can spur such graphic images in my mind. Nick surely looks yummy and I'd have a great time nibbling on him hehe I have been thinking about writing visuals since it's been a long time since I've written one. We'll see. Mandie - Thank you for loving Fantasy/Reality! I'm curious to know what favorite show you were talking about? I'm glad reading my story could provide an escape for you to keep your mind off something. I will definitely keep updaing and I'm happy to know that you'll be coming back! April - Sage does have an interesting eyebrow lmao I'm not a fan of the Monroe piercing either. I'm not a fan of facial piercings in general. I'm glad you thought it was a great update. It wouldn't be Nick if he didn't care about sex hehe It's sooooooo hard finding a job. I think I've applied to a million places and not a single reply. Not even a rejection. I'd rather have a rejection letter than no letter at all. It does suck about the whole family thing. They're so freaking sensitive. You say one little thing and they freaking explode. That sucks about your aunt and your dad. Can't we all just get along? lol I guess in a way you got the Nick video you wanted with the whole fan club chat video! Steph - She has a piercing between her boobs? That's a piercable area? Whoa hehe The area between my boobs hurts just imagining that. Dawn - It's good to hear you had fun in Cali! It's best state ever. I agree with what you said about who Aaron and Nick date. They may pick questionable girls but it's their life you know? Melissa - Happy early 4th of July to you too! I'm sure you read up there what Nick said when he responded to my question. lexi - I'm impressed that you can mow the lawn. I've never done that and it looks so hard especially if you have a lot of grass. That sucks you missed the chat but at least it's online for you to watch! Amber - That sucks your chat kept freezing :-( At least the chat is online! I did get your e-mail. I just have to buy an envelope packing thingie for it and then I'll drop it in the mail soon. As usual those who left a comment on part 43 on the blog will get a reply when I add part 44 in the future. It's not too late to leave a comment there so please do! Jocelyn
"Fantasy/Reality Part 43 - Honey Flava Winner - I got mentioned in an amazon.com review - Blah" On June 22nd, Hoke Dorough, Howie's father died. I just want to send my thoughts and prayers to the Dorough family. * I finally squeezed out part 43. Ever since I got into the 40's with this story I have been struggling. I start writing the part and then I think it's ugly and then I rewrite it a billion times. It got even more difficult when I got towards the end of part 43. I kept going back and forth between different scenarios and reactions. I cut and paste so many times because I couldn't make up my mind. I hope you read this and really let me know what you think because this story is driving me insane now :-[ I finally responded to the blog comments for parts 40, 41, and 42! Please follow the links below to read what I said to you if you left a comment there. I am sorry for the delayed response and I will do my best not to take so long to respond if you leave a comment for part 43! Comments for Part 40 here (I'm comment #11 here) Fantasy/Reality Part 1 * Okay, so I put all the names my nifty ABC hat and drew a name. So the winner of my "Honey Flava" give away is: Amber E-mail me at xanderbsb@aol.com your name and address and I'll mail your a copy of Honey Flava which has my story "The Mistress Charisma Treatment." * I like to check out amazon.com once in a while to check on the sales of the current books I'm in. For the longest time "Purple Panties" has been number 1 in three different categories. So while I was visiting the Purple Panties page on amazon I noticed someone wrote a new review on the book. I skimmed through it and to my surprise the reviewer mentioned my story! This is what she said: "One of my favorite stories was Miss Julidene's Sexy Items by Joy Bringas. This well penned short story hit on the voyeurism in us all. Opening a sex store in a small town named Atherton, Julidene tries to make the people of that town express their innermost secrets and walk on the wild side. While business was slow it was at least steady, but when word hit the streets that Julidene is giving public shows and demonstrations of the toys she sells the town suddenly shows a great interest in what is for sale." It feels really good that Miss Julidene's Sexy Items is getting recognition! Sometimes I wonder where the hell I got the idea for that story lol I'm still surprised I wrote it and that an editor liked it enough to publish it. I have been tangled in such crazy ass family drama for the month of June. My moms siblings are totally hating on me, my dad, and my mom. They really are sensitive and take everything at face value. It all started when my family went to this reunion thing in the park. There was a raffle there. Before the raffle started, the raffle people were encouraging the winners to donate their money to a charity. The people who won 3rd and 2nd place donated their winnings. Now here comes the fun part. My aunt and uncle win 1st place but because they didn't put their full name on the ticket and only put their last name, the raffle people thought my mom won due to the last name so they asked my mom if she would donate and she was caught up in the moment and said yes not thinking it wasn't her ticket. My aunt didn't want to donate the money, she wanted it for herself. Now my mom felt bad and was telling me she wanted to pay my aunt the $300.00 winnings and I was like why? I told my mom if they really wanted the money they should just call up the raffle people and say they want the money. Or they should have spoken up at the raffle. I made a post on livedaily about it and my aunt and uncle found the post. I didn't even write anything insulting in the post I was just retelling the story and asking the people on livedaily if my mom should pay them back. Then they told my other uncle in Washington and he called up my parents telling them your daughter doesn't know what she's talking about and that you should lecture her and my dad got pissed and it just resulted in this huge fight between that uncle and my dad. Then my uncle had the audacity to send my mom an angry e-mails calling her stupid and that my dad is trying to taking advantage of her. Then my other cousin PMed me on livedaily and said to me I can't believe you're such a bitch and that I started all this drama and was saying if I was walking down the street alone she wouldn't wonder why. My rebuttal for that is bitch I ain't gonna be walking down no street because I got a car and you don't :-P Anyway, it's just so messy and I hate that I said absolutely nothing insulting and they're hurt and think I'm some evil bitch. All because I told the story like it is and because I said my mom gives her siblings a lot of money which is true! They are so hurt because I said that and I don't get what's so insulting about that. Then they turn around and call my mom and dad stupid and that I'm a bitch and that we're greedy and stealing peoples jewelry. It's just so frustrating and I wish they'd see so how ugly and childish they're acting. My mom's conclusion is that they're all jealous of me and my dad. They think we're swimming in money when we're not. I don't even get what there is to be jealous about me. My life isn't glamorous at all. HMMMMMMMMMPH! * Nikki - I feel like it's been so long since I've written a story with hardcore sex in it that. I think I've even forgotten how to do it! Everytime I look at Nick I just think about sex, it's ridiculous. Katie - Hi! I am doing all right despite the crap that's happening to me. Thank you for enjoying part 42. I hope I find a new job soon. I've been applying like crazy but no response yet :( It's good you found a job! I can see it being so hard to work 8 hours from home! That takes a lot of strength and energy to do that. Experience is very important and it's good you're getting some. It should pay off for you in the long run. xoxo - My summer is filled with useless family drama so far. I've been spending my days actually working out and trying to brainstorm stories. About the girls Aaron and Nick did, I really have no control over the girl they pick so I don't know what to say. Although Nick's taste in women is very interesting lol I have heard about Nick's movie Fast Glass but no word on it's release. I think people have asked Nick about it during the Unbreakable tour and he doesn't seem to know anything lol I honestly don't like how he looks in the movie poster. Like Melissa said the song is called "No More Games" and he wrote it for the movie. So I saw the pictures on Aaron's myspace and damnnnnnnnnn lol he looks good. I love this picture. It makes my heart melt to see him wearing a shirt with a petty officer 2nd class insignia. Here's 3 other pictures from Aaron's myspace: Dawn - Leighanne is super nice! She really impressed me with her easy going, light hearted personality. She is definitely a people person! I did see Aaron's new girlfriend and she is cute and looks like a good match for him. I hope you enjoy part 43! Steph W. - I am all right. That's great you're having fun in the sun! I need some fun in the sun! Too bad about the sun burn. The last time I got a sun burn was 2006 lmao Melissa - Awww your'e so lucky you got to go to a pool party. I wish I could go to the pool and swim and relax. Happy Belated birthday to you! April - Yay for finding a Steve and Barry's. I've been craving to go there but I'm too lazy. It's a great store and I love that their stuff is not only cute but cheap. I'm a little deprived too but I'm glad he's getting time away from the spotlight and more private time. The job search is slow. I've been applying left and right but no response yet. Mandy - Wait no mooooooore! hehe lexi - Hi! I'm all right. No job yet :( but it's okay, I'm surviving. Enjoy the update! Jocelyn
"So this is what unemployment feels like - Pics from Aaron's myspace - Segment I produced featuring Leighanne Littrell! " I've been restless the past few days. I feel like I'm wasting valuable time. I did start writing Fantasy/Reality part 43. I've also been shooting my resume to various places so cross your fingers with me. I guess the bright side with not having a job is having time to breathe and brainstorm story ideas. I miss the feeling of writing a story with lots of hardcore sex in it. Don't forget it's not too late to be part of my Honey Flava contest where if you leave a comment on Fantasy/Reality Part 42 you'll be entered into a drawing to win a copy. Just remember put your name somewhere or else if you don't I'll assume you don't want to be part of the contest. Contest ends June 13th. I know I'm really behind on replying to comments on Fantasy/Reality but I will do it soon. Can you believe I've been working on this babble since 11 PM and now it's past 1 AM?!?! Where is the time going? Per xoxo's request, here are links to the two pictures Aaron posted on his myspace that has Nick in them. Nick is shirtless in one of them ;-) My time at ABC's "The View from the Bay" ended on June 4th. I went through a series of emotions that day. I was nervous, excited, and sad at the same time. Those 3 emotions mixing together resulted in me not being able to eat lunch. I was nervous for my segment. Sure I've produced 5 prior segments but this one was a demo. I was stressing out over how it would come out. Thankfully Leighanne is great at conversation so she easily went through the interview. Watch Leighanne's Segment Here I think it's funny that I've been a Backstreet fan for so long and have been to a ton of Backstreet related events but I've never met Leighanne until this past Wednesday. I really didn't know what to expect but to my surprise she was super nice. The other interns there got a chance to interact with her first and they kept telling me she's really nice and hilarious. When I got a chance to hang out with her in the studio and the green room I saw what they were talking about. She kept making funny remarks and jokes. Out of the many people I've dealt with in the green room, she is definitely one of the nicest. She's also very easy to talk to. She talks to you like she's been a friend of yours forever. She even gave me a cross body bag that Brian designed and has worn in pictures like this one. I was stunned at her generosity and it's good to know that my hard work and patientence paid off.
I really wanted to talk about booking Leighanne here on my site but I didn't want to jinx it. I originally had booked her for May 21st but she asked to reschedule for the first week of June. I was afraid there was a slight chance she couldn't make it on June 4th. In fact, on June 3rd when I didn't hear from her I was beginning to panic. Thankfully that night she gave me a call and told me she was coming! I felt like a big weight was lifted off my shoulders. * lexi - Awww I'm flattered you love my writing! Hope you enjoyed the Fantasy/Reality update. Steph W. - I feel like I'm corrupting you with my stories lol Dawn - I'm glad you thought it was a good chapter. I know I keep saying I want to finish it but when I think about it there's soooo much I want to get past so I don't know when it will be done. I couldn't think of a cliff hanger for that part. No one is as hot as Nick! hehe April - Thanks for thinking the update was great! I hope you're feeling well now and are past the food poisoning. I agree there's a lot to do here in California. Whether you go to Northern Cali or Southern Cali there's always somewhere to go. I have no plans for this weekend and I didn't have any last weekend either. I think about going out but going out involves spending money. I'm trying to hold onto my money now that I'm unemployed. Plus gas prices are crazy right now! What did you think of the Sex and the City movie? I feel like the only chick who didn't watch the TV show. I don't have HBO so I never got a chance to see it. At my time at "The View from the Bay" I have to say Maria Shriver, first lady of California and wife of Arnold Schwarzenegger, was one of the nicest. She was easy to talk to and she actually asked me questions! I told her was a production assistant and she asked me do they have you log here? I said yes that's what I was doing earlier and she said she logged tapes for a year. That made me fuzzy to know I have something in common with her. Plus recently I have to say Leighanne Littrell is another one of the nicest. I already talked about her earlier in my babblings but she really exceeded my expectations. Outside of my job I think Aaron Carter is one of the nicest celebs I've met. He's so friendly and how could I ever forget he told me "It was good seeing you." Makes me fuzzy :-) I also had a great time meeting Brian in LA in 2006. He actually took the time to talk to me and look me in the eye. The snobbiest had to be Barbara Walters. I kind of was expecting it from her but she really wasn't friendly and even her PR person was a bitch to me and acted like she was too good for us. She wasn't downright mean to me but she just had this snobby aura around her. And as much as I love Nick, I really haven't had the best encounters with him. He's not downright mean but hasn't been super nice to me. I've tried talking to him and he ignored me and he didn't seem to care. Maybe in the future he'll redeem himself. That's why it confuses me when I read fan encounters and people say he's so nice and talks to them. I guess I'm a masochist if I still am a fan of his after all this time. Also, thank you for e-mailing me the pictures. Are they really new? Or is Julie just starting to stir drama? lol xoxo - I'm not sure about Aaron being on VH1's celebrity rehab. I did watch the show last season and it was just so sad to see those people struggling with addiction. I think someone on livedaily e-mailed one of Aaron's people and said Aaron wasn't going to be on it. Who knows? Steph S. - I'm smiling just seeing that you say you "LOVED" the update! Congrats on graduating high school! Woot! Woot! That's awesome your senior video had Larger Than Life in it! nickcarter280 - I just replied to your e-mail! Hope you received it. Let me know if you didn't. I am doing all right just hoping I'll land a job somewhere. Thank you so much for the prayer. That means a lot to me. Holly - Good luck with getting your domain together. I can't wait to check it out when it's all done. Let me know when you're all finished and I'll gladly add you as a sister site. Jocelyn |
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